Obsessing, taper madness, and other stories

It's 2am, and I'm wide awake in my bed typing this.  Why am I awake?  Is it because it's snowing outside?  Well, snow is coming down, expected to accumulate up to 6 inches or more.  Cool how the snow just makes the night so bright ... even through the shades.  2am, I have to get up to go to work in 4 hours.  Nope, no snow day where I work.  So I should sleep.  I was hungry, so i had a 1am cup of Golden Grahams.

I am up because I am obsessing over next week's Walt Disney World Marathon Weekend.  Tonight, I printed out my to-do list, made a couple last minute ADR's, and spent every minute after that checking the forums, the final race instructions, the course maps, the transportation maps, my schedule.  

Trying to decide about driving versus taking the bus to the star

We have to go early!! Would like to take the 3am bus to get there early and get settled, check bag, find port a pottie, find corral.  But my group suggested to drive so we can nap in the car.  Good idea, but there will be traffic, and detours, and road closures, and need to still walk to start, check bag, find port a pottie, find corral.  What about keeping bags in the car?  Well, we'll be finishing at different times, and who will carry that big ol' rental car key and keychain during the race??

We just have to get up at 2 am and leave by 3 to get to Epcot before the roads close and we hit traffic.

And my shin.  What's up with that?  Did an easy 5k yesterday and my shin's bothering me.  Paranoid!!!!  Then I read about taper madness.  Yup, I'm feeling it -- paranoia, obsession, phantom pains, rambling on and on in a blog!!

We still don't leave for another week.  Lots to do.  Work another week, for one. Haircut, pack, last minute shopping.  Figuring out how to get to the expo, hoping to get there in time to get our bibs and packets.  Wondering if we should have someone else pick them up just in case.  

Aaaaagh!! Is this really taper madness? Well, I was pacing more than usual in my office today.  Probably the back to back cups of coffee, plus that delicious cannoli cake the DME rep brought.

Oh geez 2:15am and I'm still --- nuts.

Focus:

Friday -- work. Get in a 30-45 min run somewhere. Need a haircut.

Saturday -- my wife (doing the half) has to get a run in.  I should do laundry, and some forbidden last minute running gear shopping.  (Not supposed to get new gear for a race, but a sweatband or cap would be nice, preferable neon!  And my wife needs real shades.)

Sunday -- get my 7 mile run in.  And pack!

Monday -- work day plus night shift.

Tuesday -- work.  Finaliz stuff with my son's school about our vacation.  We should be fully packed by now except for last minute carryons and meds.  I should decide now if I should have someone pick up bibs! Check the weather forecast!!  Also i should decide about adding other drivers to my car rental.

Wednesday -- work and last minute stuff.  Check in for flight.

Thursday -- vacation baby!!  Now the marathon weekend stress really starts -- travel, expo, ... Would love to see Tara Gidus and Jeff Galloway speak ...

No really, in all this madness ... I step back ... And say thank you.  How grateful I am to be a part of this.  At some point this was hopeless; i was injured more than once, and running -- much less the Disney marathon -- was just a dream.  Now I am obsessing the minute details of running the 2014 Goofy Challenge.  It's coming.  Thank you, thank you, thank you!!!!